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Wednesday, 30 December 2009


All my flaws make me real,
All my scars make me stronger,
All my griefs make me sane,
All my memories make me who I am.


Monday, 14 December 2009

To describe...

Pale persona.
Shattered hands.
Grey skies.
Thin shadows.

Lost words.
Empty chair.
Silent mind.
Broken home.

Silver smoke.
Subtle whispers.
Simple ideals.
Torn curtains.

Numbered days.
Failed promises.
Clouded vision.
Colorful dreams.


Sunday, 6 December 2009

From a stranger...

Always and forever,
this feeling will linger.
But to you heart's desire,
I am still a stranger.


Wednesday, 2 December 2009

The 'terbaik'

Is that I will do the best that I can
To be a good example of man
I know one day that you`ll understand
You deserve the best that I am
You deserve the best that I am

Flaw ~ Best I Am

Tuesday, 1 December 2009

Why we hate each other...

Talk about being emo.. =P

Everybody hates everybody and everybody hates me…

My dad hates me.
My mom hates me.
My brothers hate me.
My sisters hate me.
My children hate me.
My grandparents hate me.
My cousins hate me.
My friends hate me.
My neighbours hate me.
My colleagues hate me.
My teachers hate me.

The bureaucrats hate me.
The ministers hate me.
The liberals hate me.
The conservatives hate me.
The doctors hate me.
The police hate me.
The old people hate me.
The teenagers hate me.
The women hate me.
The clowns hate me.

My enemies hate me.

But I hate myself even more. I’m ashamed of myself even more. Why? Because I am a failure. In fact, every one of the above is a failure as well. I am the by product of their thoughts. I am the hole that they fill in with their hate. I failed. I failed to stop bad things from happening. I wasn’t able to stop the fire. I wasn’t able to keep the peace. I only stood silent. You all hate me because you see yourself in me. You see a reflection of all the failures in your life. Don’t worry. I’m not giving myself any credit here. I’m insignificant. But you know I speak the truth.

The world is a shitty place. People are not nice. Families fall apart in the name of lust. People kill in the name of vengeance. The urge for earthly pleasures and the greed for wealth are too strong for all even the righteous to resist. I see them break. I see them stumble. I see them weak. Only strong when they are destroying each other. I hate them. Because I see myself in them. I see what they are capable of. And the fear of me becoming one of them grips at me with icy fingers, chilling me to the core. What am I saying? I am one of them.

No. I do not hate you. I am not ashamed of you. And it’s not that I don’t love you.

I don’t want to fail others. I want them to know how precious they are. That is why I choose to be distant. To save myself from failing others. To save myself from getting hurt. To live alone where no one can hurt me. But the price I pay is too dear. For I become cold and bitter.

If only there is a place where there is no hate. A place where people can truly be happy. But that’s not the world we live in. That’s not life. In life there is betrayal, anger, murder, divorce, thievery, torture, ignorance, greed, adultery, corruption and all the other vices.

I am just one man, as much as any man can be. My flaws are visible. Clear to the gazes of those few who even care to look. You can hate me for it. Despise me for it. Judge me. Chastise me. Destroy me. Save me. Save me from this world. Save me from the stupidity and the temporariness of life. Make me see the truth. Give me hope.

I don’t want to disappoint others. But most of all I don’t want to disappoint myself. So please don’t lose hope in me. For I don’t want to lose hope in this world.

What am I going on about this for? In the end nobody cares. But I'd like to think that people do.

Now this is right... 8)

Monday, 2 November 2009

"Make You Smile"

This song has always been one of my favorites. I could listen to this for hours and wouldn't even get bored of it. I like the fact that it's a duet between Mark Hoppus and Carol Heller from +44. You rarely get duets nowadays especially with rock groups. It's too bad that Carol left the band later on. They would have probably made some pretty good music had she stayed.

There's no official video to this song since it wasn't release as a single, but I did stumble upon this fan made rendition to it. This song has always been one I can relate to and I'm sure almost everyone can as well. I know that the lyrics are kinda sad, but I couldn't help but smile as I watched this video. Guess the song managed to live up to it's name. 8)

This song is dedicated to a certain someone.......

p/s: I like the part when their dancing and wiggling their feet. XD

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

A boy who turned double2.....

Sheer pain. That's how I would describe this whole week. Mind you it's still only Tuesday. 3 more days to the end of the semester and finally we will be rid of all these......ASSignments!!

But enough about this week. Let's talk about last week.

On Friday the 9th 'choke on this' turns 1.

On Thursday the 15th my dad turned 50.

And on Friday the 16th I turned 22.


Man I feel old. Old as in I've lived in this world for 22 years. As in the experiences that I've gained, both good and bad have help made me become who I am today. No need to be all emotional and nostalgic. I still feel like a kid. Maybe I am a kid. A 16 year old soul trapped in an adult shell of a man. Guess age means more reminiscing of olden days. It's like a history lesson of your own life.

22 years old means that I am now a man. Not a kid. Not a punk. I think I know what it's like to be a man. I think that a man has to put the needs of others before his own. I think that the act of selflessness and sacrifice are what clearly defines a real man. But all in all humility is the most prized trait of all; to know your limitations, to see the values of others and to realize that a man is only a ripple on the deep wide ocean that is the universe.

I do pray that I'll be able to see the values of others, that I'll be able to treat others with kindness and respect. I wish that I can be a humble person. A person that realizes the values of his family and his friends. But most of all, I hope to become a man that can sacrifice his own needs and desires to bring joy to others if only for a while. I hope....

Me like presents! Got a cool Casio watch from my parents.... 8)

I only had 1 slice of this cake. The rest was munched down by cousins, sisters, an uncle and an aunt and two dear parents. hahaha

Once again I'd like to thank everybody who gave me their wishes and prayers. Whether through Facebook or by phone call, SMS, smoke signal, telegram, Morse Code and good ol' fashion word of mouth, your wishes will forever be held dear to me.

p/s: I'm still waiting for birthday gifts. hahahah XD

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

Mend me

It takes time
To heal the wound I've made along the way
If I'm blind
Open my eyes 'cause I need to see again

If I can feel again
Will you tell me now
Or wait til I'm broken down again
Save me now
I'm broken

If I bleed
My lies won't fill the emptiness inside
I just need
For something real to open up my mind

Breaking down
I'm breaking down
Breaking down
I'm breaking down
It takes time

Sevendust ~ Broken Down

Friday, 9 October 2009

I AM 1 YEAR OLD!!!!!

HI...the name's 'choke on this'. I'm a blog whose birthday is TODAY!!!!! 1 year old. Still a young-ling, I know. But a lot has happened since then, for my blogger is one fellow who's a dear actually but is sometimes crazy. I mean come on, how demented can you be if you name yourself Farzen Master?? But enough about him. Let's talk about me! (^_^)

Now here is the part where people would go "SPEECH, SPEECH, SPEECH!!"........Fine. I'll give one.

I'd like to thank my followers, visitors and readers for all their support and love. I really appreciate you guys leaving inspiring and lovely comments on Farzen's works coz the dude is kinda bad in writing actually. All those fantasies and ideas in his head are just terrible. I wonder how you guys can even read it. pfft...

But still, I'm glad that you do read it. I'm not that very good at giving speeches(due to Farzen being really, really, REALLY lazy to write anymore). So I'll just say thanx again. Do pray that Farzen will write more. I don't want to be deleted. Aheheh....

p/s: Giving me a birthday present is impossible so you can give one to Farzen instead. If I were human I'd want a new laptop, a PSP, a Nintendo Wii, a new watch and more clothes. =P

p/ss: Or you could just throw a BIG birthday bash with loads of food. I would want a tray of lasagna, a moist chocolate cake, spaghetti and meatballs, ice cream, lontong(???), nasi kandar Line Clear(WTF??) and some sandwiches. Yeah!! That would be awesome. XD

Tuesday, 29 September 2009

An Exausted Poem

I've been feeling pretty lethargic lately.
Metabolism's changing perhaps.
What I need is sleep.
And I need to sleep early.

I'm hungry.
Craving for burgers and chips.
A steak made from lamb or sheep.
If only holidays were daily.

I need to focus.
The stockpile of work that needs doing.
More come everyday.
This is causing me dismay.

I think it's all bogus.
To sit here moping.
But I wish that someone would say,
"I'll chase your pain away".

............................................... ~Afiq

Monday, 14 September 2009

Feeling down??

, DOwn, Down, down

Everyone seems to be down at the lowest point in their lives. Lets start going

, uP, UP, UP

until we reach the sky. Lets climb to a place where we can soar like birds and float in a sea of clouds. Let us be rid of the heavy burdens in our hearts. Lets be free.

Sunday, 6 September 2009

Of rain and rainbows....

Ah rain. The downpour signifies the sadness.....despair.....the longing and waiting for a sunny day to come back to us. Each droplet, an angel falls. But even though it will end, the overcast that comes after bears the heavy feeling upon us all. For one can always hope for rain to come again, for the storm to wash away the grin on a child's face, for the lightning that strikes the tree asunder and for the cry of pain from those who've lost hope. It will return....

But as the rain settles and the storm clears, a wonder can be seen. A magnificent display of happiness, joy and hope. A blend of Sol's rays and the misty air. A rainbow....

We cling to our salvation. We seek to determine the truth. We know it is temporary. We know that justice will not always prevail. We know that the world lacks decency. We know that bad people rule the world. We know that the villains and demons are plotting our demise.

We know.....but for that rainbow, for the rays of light streaming through the gaps in the clouds....I'd go through a storm any day.

Thursday, 27 August 2009

I feel......















Thursday, 13 August 2009

A hidden one found

It seems that I'm not the only one who's been lacking in posting entries on his blog. All my friends don't seem to blog as frequently as they used to. Maybe adulthood isn't such a good thing. It takes away your time, drains your energy and suppresses your talent. As IF I'm an adult. Time is truly golden however. As life progresses, time becomes scarce. And here we are reminiscing about olden times, about what should have been and what should not. But I like to appreciate it. The hard times and the good ones.

Moving on to present time, I was rearranging my book shelf last week(every semester new BIG HUMONGOUS books replace the ones from previous semester!) and while I was rummaging through my crumpled and torn notepad I found a piece of paper with a poem on it. I wrote in a literature class last semester. It's supposed to be based on "The Secret Diary of Adrian Mole"; a novel that we had to read for that literature course. The poem was quite a spontaneous one. I know it's not that good but I actually like it. Hahaha. It's a simple rhyming poem and I'd like to share it with you guys. Here goes......

Of Morning & Beauty

Wake up in the morning,
Heard the jet plane soaring.
How great the smell of coffee,
As good as bread and honey.

Beauty on Pandora's face,
Makes my heartbeat race.
How I long to love,
You, my sweet white dove.


Wish I could write something like this one day to my future wife. Lmao!!

Well perhaps better than this. Hahaha...

Thursday, 6 August 2009

Who knew...

That all that was needed to mend it, was a smile....


p/s: I am now officially addicted to oblong burger! lets get fat everyone!! hahahahaha.....

Saturday, 1 August 2009

Case file designated: Outbreak....

Inspired by true events....

Day 1

Universiti Teknologi MARA(UiTM) has declared a state of emergency. The 2009 pandemic of the H1N1 virus has spread within it's main campus in Shah Alam. The infected are already quarantined and the campus is to be shut down for a week to prevent the spreading of the disease.

Day 2

The medical center is handing out facial masks for students. News of the shut down has spread and students are already purchasing bus tickets home. WHO announced that UiTM is the main incubator for H1N1. The Malaysian government ordered the quarantine of all UiTM students to prevent a nationwide outbreak.

Day 3

Road blocks are set up to detain infected persons or those suspected to be carriers of H1N1. One student, Mohd Afiq codename the Jackal, is said to be missing from one of the many quarantine zones in Shah Alam. It is believed that he is a stowaway and is now named a wanted man. Many others have escaped the quarantine zones as well.

Day 4

Reliable sources say that Mohd Afiq is now safely at home in Penang. Those that aided him in his escape mainly Ahmad Khairul Haziq and his brother, are now considered traitors to the country and are to be shot on sight.

Day 5 - 8

More universities and colleges have been shut down due to cases of flu and mild fever. A massive panic attack has surged across Malaysia leaving many facilities and businesses to be abandoned.
UiTM students are now planning their return to Shah Alam. The Vice-Chancellor is prepared to deal with these students with extreme prejudice. Students can expect serious repercussions. Mohd Afiq is said to be leaving for Shah Alam tomorrow. Many others will join him as well. Surveillance detail has been heightened along the Federal Highway.

Day 9

Mohd Afiq's bus is said to have left Penang around 10.00 hours. This bus is presumed unable to make the drop off at the Puduraya bus terminal due to the 'Mansuh ISA' public rally/demonstration all around Kuala Lumpur. Most roads around Dataran Merdeka are closed to provide control. The police also hope to apprehend the Jackal should his whereabouts are determined.

At 15.00 hours Mohd Afiq arrived at Shah Alam. Further actions are yet to be taken.

Day 10 onwards

Events have yet to transpire.....

Friday, 17 July 2009

Acrostic & Haiku

Today I had to submit my Creative Writing journal a.k.a diary. Miss Mel said that she wants to see one entry in and also Haiku which we had discussed about in our previous lesson on Wednesday. I included as well my acrostic poem which we had to do on our first class last week. The poem must be based on our full name & nicknames as well. I used only my real name 'Mohd Afiq' and did not include my nickname bestowed to me by my TESL colleagues 'Sheikh'. Hahahaha...

Here's my acrostic poem:-

Mohd Afiq

Moody and somewhat unpredictable,
Often worries for the sake of others,
Hates ignorance and injustice,

Desires to make the world a better place.

Affiliates with peace and tolerance,

Family and friends

I hold dear to me,

Question not on their love and sincerity .


I know it doesn't quite sound like me but one can hope, right?! Lagi pun bila lagi nak syok sendiri. Hahaha!!!

Oh and here are the Haiku I've made. I know that Haiku structure of a three line poem with 5,7 & 5 syllables for each line respectively only applies to the Japanese language but I like to use it with English as I feel that it's a homage to the true form of Haiku. So here they are:-

I saw two old men,
Sharing tales and shaking hands,

A bond forever.

Two cats, black and white,
Claws and fur a fuzzy blur,
A rule of nature.

A tree, green and tall,
The wind blows, the bright leaves glows,

With strong mighty roots.

Now the next Haiku is not your conventional one as Haiku captures visual aspects of nature and uses imagery to convey it's meaning. I made this Haiku with a more abstract feel to it as it's based on a more psychological, emotional and intangible meaning. Here goes,

In darkness we dwell,
Shadows and dust creeps closer,

Bright sunlight is life.

I wonder what Miss Mel's comments might be.Hmmm...

Thursday, 16 July 2009

Breaking the Silence & Stagnancy..

And so it's been 22 days since I posted anything on this blog. It's not that I've lost interest in blogging or writing. It's just that I can't seem to be able to write anything about something these past few weeks. Just when the incandescent light bulb starts to illuminate on an interesting issue, my mind would seem to wander off into oblivion and I'd forget what I wanted to write about in the first place. Trust me, I have loads of drafts saved and each of them are far from complete.

Thus the question is, have I lost my touch? Did I even have it in the beginning? Do we lose interest on a hobby that easily? Is it even called a hobby if it's that easy? Whoa!.. guess I should have written "So the questions are"...

So I came up with some theories of my own that might explain about the cause of this phenomena:-

1. The last 2 months was pure joy of having to spend the semester break by eating scrumptious home cooked meals, reading novels on my comfy bed with the air conditioner on, hanging out with friends and family and running chores and being a chauffeur for my mom. Seriously, a blissful state can surely preoccupy your mind.

2. I can't write anything because there's too much to write about and I've lost track of every single topic and ideas, which seriously pisses me off(as if I'm such a good writer...hahaha).

3. I have limited access to the internet at home during semester breaks. What do you expect from a guy with 3 sisters and a mom who loves to play with Facebook, instant messaging and online games. Luckily my dad just loves to watch Discovery Travel & Living on Astro otherwise it would be an even worst battle(and battle we do!!) XD

4. And even now that the new semester has begun, I realized that too many times have I tried to write only to fall to the temptation of playing DoTA with my friends(they sure are good at persuading and pujuk-ing me to play). Well I guess resistance is futile. HAHAHA!!

Whatever the reasons are there is only one thing to bear in mind; I've overcome it. You want proof, well you're reading it. Let's hope that I'll be able to write more in the near and far future. I'm sure that there are bloggers, writers, journalists and novelists out there that have felt the same thing like I have. It'll definitely be good to know their secret at maintaining their steady pace of brain thunder-storming and keyboard typing motor skills. Ohh and not to mention the time to do so.

Monday, 22 June 2009

Nickelback Suxx!!!! - no offense..XD


Long time no see. Well it is the holidays. Where's the fun in blogging when there's so much more to do. Right, right?!!

Yeah I know. Not. Blogging is fun.

I got loads to write but I just don't have the feeling to put it down. It's all about the heart you know. hahaha

Sunday, 31 May 2009

Your words to me just a whisper

Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way.
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
'Cause I can't take anymore of this,
I wanna come apart,
or dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart

'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I'll talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed.

'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

Staind ~ Epiphany

Monday, 25 May 2009

Of viruses and flus

Gone is the fever but oh how I despise you flu. Don't worry. It's not the pandi flu. hehehe. Just the good ol' common cold, blocking the nose sometimes and letting it run like the Nile river at others. Curse you virus scum!!!

I'm also suffering from writer's block. It probably has something to do with the nose block and the fever. My brain's probably overheated and deprived of O2. Don't seem to have any ideas on what to write. So again I say, curse you virus scum!!!!

To anyone that reads this, please oh pretty please pray that I get well soon. It's been more than a week now and I'm sick of being sick!!!!

p/s: Hope the viruses won't retaliate due to me cursing them. Don't be surprised if I go on being sick for another week. Na'udzubillah

Sunday, 17 May 2009

Saturday Night Fever!!

It's the semester break. The holidays. Some are working. Some have tournaments to go to. Me on the other hand am having a very bad fever. Yup, sure sucks to be me. I can't seem to sleep these past few days. I get jittery and can't stop moving. It's like I'm dancing in bed (if such a thing is possible). You know the feeling when your whole body is aching and a slight breeze can somehow cause you pain.Hahaha. Maybe I'm just way over my head. Anyways, hope I can get well soon. Wouldn't wanna spend my holidays soaking and moaning in bed.

p/s: I'm also having loads of phlegm and mucus. Yup, horrendous. @.@

Thursday, 7 May 2009

I Can't Go Home Yet!!!! AARGHH!!

Now it's the semester break. The holidays. Freedom..... But why do I feel sad? Maybe it's because I'm bored. Maybe because Pikuniku was such a blast that I'm sad it's over. Maybe it's because almost everyone in my batch has gone home. They're at their 'kampungs' and I'm still in Shah Alam waiting for the 10th. Bleergh!!! Because that's when I'll be able to go back home with my sister (her exam paper finishes on that day. Curse the examinations!!!).

Today I had to fetch my dad & sis at the bus terminal. My dad is going overseas to India, Pakistan and Bangladesh for 4 months (keluar dengan jemaah usaha atas Iman dan Amal). I'm very happy for him as it has been his desire to do so for a long time. I'm also sad because I wont be able to hang out with him this holiday and the house would feel a bit different without him. All is for the best. It is all for Allah SWT. It is all for Iman. It is for the benefit of all of His servants. People judge not those who go overseas chasing their degrees and masters for years. They judge not those who leave home for 3-4 months just to be on the running to become the next Malaysian Idol. They judge not those that leave home for months on business trips and all of the above, why? Because it seems highly beneficial. The payoff is clear. Money, fame, luxury. Everything that is tangible. Materialistic thoughts that corrupts and taints our Iman to the point that Islam seems irrelevant and unrelated to our aspects in life.

Some of my friends back home are now in Sri Lanka studying to become Hafiz al-Quran and Alim. You'd think that people would understand that they path that they have chosen is by the grace of Allah SWT. Not all of us are as lucky as that. But even that there are those that percieve it as non-beneficial or maybe even trivial. Some 'makciks' even said "..buat apa pi blajaq Hafiz smua. Esok nak kerja apa? Jadi siak kat surau, masjid ja lah. hmmm~"

Ya Allah, may you shine the light in all of our souls. Make us see our faults. Teach us the Truth. Amin. Islam is the dīn al-haqq - The way of life.

So now since I'm the eldest and the only son in my family, a HUGE responsibility lies upon my shoulders. Hahaha....more chores. XD

Have fun during the holidays guys!!!! See y'all next sem!!!

p.s: Sapa2 datang Penang sila2 lah roger ya. Jgn lupa singgah rumah aku. Hahaha....blh kita pi makan kat Line Clear!!

Monday, 4 May 2009

Examinations causes blindness!!!!

Midin said "Aku dah x nampak dah exam. Aku nampak LEPAS exam."

Mamu said "Aku dah x nampak dah exam. Aku dok nampak jambatan Pulau Pinang ja la ni."

Matt Murdock aka Daredevil said "Aku dah x nampak dah exam. Sebab aku memang buta pun."

Scott Summers aka Cyclops said "Aku dah x nampak dah exam. Sebab kena pejam mata takut tertembak lecturer."

Illidan Stormrage said "I'm blind not deaf. Aku boleh DENGAR exam."

I said "Aku dah x nampak dah exam ni. Aku nampak exam next sem ja. AAARRGGHH!!!"

p/s: Avoid examinations if you want to preserve your sight.....and sanity. Hahaha!

p/ss: To all part 4 TESL students, all the best to you!! PTE esok!!!!

Saturday, 2 May 2009

X-Men Origins: Wolverine...Spoiler Alert!!!

Theatrical Poster

Finally I got to see wolverine last night. Went out with Nabil, K-own, Ija, Wan and Ida and boy did we have fun. We went to see the movie at Bukit Raja. The day before that Nabil, K-own, Panatoma, Lailah and I went to Sunway Pyramid after our Literature in ESL examination just to cool off some steam. At first we planned to watch the movie then but Pana decided that it would be a waste going to Sunway just to go to the cinema. So we went around window shopping and since we're all psyched up that Pana's leaving for Japan next semester, we decided to try some sushi. I'll admit that there somethings that I can swallow and just some I can't take. hahahaha....My stomach isn't quite what it use to be since then. But all in all we did have fun.

We arrived at Bukit Raja last night at around 6 p.m. Bought tickets for the 9.30 show and went around the small and compact Bukit Raja Mall hahaha. We had our dinner at the food court(they have good nasi goreng Arab there) and then it was showtime. Those who know me pretty well would know that I have a fascination for movie trailers. Yup, I even download them in HQ videos. hahaha. It's to bad though that I missed some of the trailers. We came in a bit late because it was really crowded. The one trailer that I managed to watch was Ice Age 3: dawn of the Dinosaurs and it looked highly entertaining and funny. Can't wait for that one to come out.

So here's my review of X-Men Origins: Wolverine. ever since i was a kid I've always been a fan of X-Men especially Wolverine and Gambit. I remembered feeling very disappointed that Gambit was never shown in all the X-Men films before. This movie marks the first on screen appearance of Gambit and I think they did him justice. The movie started a bit slow at first. They were action scenes that were pretty original (the Team X fight scene was pretty cool despite being a bit tacky). Then we find Wolverine a.k.a. Logan finding redemption and living a lowkey lifestyle as a lumberjack with his school teacher girlfriend. Talk about clean living.

The movie starts to take a turn when good old Sabretooth (with short hair...hahaha) seemingly kills Kayla Silverfox (Wolverine's girl whose actually a mutant and blackmailed into tricking Wolverine and play dead). The reason is to get Wolverine all mushy and walk down the path of revenge. This would give the opportunity for William Stryker to reinforce Logan's bones with adamantium making him indestructible. And so the quest of stabbing, jumping, decapitating, impaling, flying and swimming in search of destiny and revenge begins. Hahahaha....enough of the spoilers. Go watch the movie yourself and give your own review.

Out of five I'd give the movie four. The original score by Harry Gregson-Williams is awesome (I'm a huge fan of movie's original scores as well). The cinematography and graphics are cool especially during the fight scene with Wolverine and Sabretooth against Deadpool. Deadpool, Deadpool, Deadpool. This movie didn't do Deadpool justice. Gone is the cynical, wise cracking anti-hero to be replaced with a mute hybrid mutant (after Stryker's experiments on Wade Wilson; Deadpool's alter ego). He has all the powers of Wolverine, Cyclops, Wraith and so much more but seriously that's not how I hoped he'd be depicted. They should have kept the Ryan Reynolds version through out the whole movie. That would have been cooler. But as they say, "What's done is done".


Tuesday, 28 April 2009

I Rock!!!! 8D

1. copy paste award on your blog once u get it

2. make an entry as if it is a Grammy award

3. tag 5 other bloggers

4. NEVER break the chain, pls.

My entry - Thank you Atiqah for this lovely award. Sorry that it took so long for me to do this, but I have been a bit busy lately and only just recently have I realized that you're giving me this award. So again I thank you.

I'd like to thank my manager Miss Samantha Sunday for all your help and guidance (and for being oh so ever pretty). What would I do without you.

Thank you so very much Swing Bowl Studios. Mr Ulric Boss, CEO. Producers Joseph and Jimbo Jongang. They're identical twins heheheh. People say two heads are better than one. These two SOB's sure done proved it. Thank you to the staff, makcik cleaners and pak guards. Keep up the good work and I'll definitely invite y'all to me birthday bash this October. There's gonna be confetti, blimps, trampolines, clowns.......oh clowns.......I hate clowns. Lion tamers than. Hahaha.

I would also like to thank Mr Snoop Dogg over there for inviting me to that party last week. Hahaha. You know what I'm talking about. P.I.M.P. Fo shizzle my nizzle.

Ahh...I really am excited to be receiving this award. Thank you so very much. ( a girl in the crowd screams "Marry me Farzen!!!!") Well girl, me receiving this award makes me wanna marry myself. aheheh. If only it was possible you know. haha.

But last and never the least, I would like to thank all you fans out there. (and the crowd cheers!!!) That's right!!! I love you!!! And I love country music!!! oh wait....I'm sorry Miss Carrie Underwood for stealing your line. I just couldn't resist myself. hahaha!!!

And the award goes to...I tag:

1. Lily

2. Shaza

3. Fana

4. Midin

5. Herne