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Tuesday, 20 October 2009

A boy who turned double2.....

Sheer pain. That's how I would describe this whole week. Mind you it's still only Tuesday. 3 more days to the end of the semester and finally we will be rid of all these......ASSignments!!

But enough about this week. Let's talk about last week.

On Friday the 9th 'choke on this' turns 1.

On Thursday the 15th my dad turned 50.

And on Friday the 16th I turned 22.


Man I feel old. Old as in I've lived in this world for 22 years. As in the experiences that I've gained, both good and bad have help made me become who I am today. No need to be all emotional and nostalgic. I still feel like a kid. Maybe I am a kid. A 16 year old soul trapped in an adult shell of a man. Guess age means more reminiscing of olden days. It's like a history lesson of your own life.

22 years old means that I am now a man. Not a kid. Not a punk. I think I know what it's like to be a man. I think that a man has to put the needs of others before his own. I think that the act of selflessness and sacrifice are what clearly defines a real man. But all in all humility is the most prized trait of all; to know your limitations, to see the values of others and to realize that a man is only a ripple on the deep wide ocean that is the universe.

I do pray that I'll be able to see the values of others, that I'll be able to treat others with kindness and respect. I wish that I can be a humble person. A person that realizes the values of his family and his friends. But most of all, I hope to become a man that can sacrifice his own needs and desires to bring joy to others if only for a while. I hope....

Me like presents! Got a cool Casio watch from my parents.... 8)

I only had 1 slice of this cake. The rest was munched down by cousins, sisters, an uncle and an aunt and two dear parents. hahaha

Once again I'd like to thank everybody who gave me their wishes and prayers. Whether through Facebook or by phone call, SMS, smoke signal, telegram, Morse Code and good ol' fashion word of mouth, your wishes will forever be held dear to me.

p/s: I'm still waiting for birthday gifts. hahahah XD

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

Mend me

It takes time
To heal the wound I've made along the way
If I'm blind
Open my eyes 'cause I need to see again

If I can feel again
Will you tell me now
Or wait til I'm broken down again
Save me now
I'm broken

If I bleed
My lies won't fill the emptiness inside
I just need
For something real to open up my mind

Breaking down
I'm breaking down
Breaking down
I'm breaking down
It takes time

Sevendust ~ Broken Down

Friday, 9 October 2009

I AM 1 YEAR OLD!!!!!

HI...the name's 'choke on this'. I'm a blog whose birthday is TODAY!!!!! 1 year old. Still a young-ling, I know. But a lot has happened since then, for my blogger is one fellow who's a dear actually but is sometimes crazy. I mean come on, how demented can you be if you name yourself Farzen Master?? But enough about him. Let's talk about me! (^_^)

Now here is the part where people would go "SPEECH, SPEECH, SPEECH!!"........Fine. I'll give one.

I'd like to thank my followers, visitors and readers for all their support and love. I really appreciate you guys leaving inspiring and lovely comments on Farzen's works coz the dude is kinda bad in writing actually. All those fantasies and ideas in his head are just terrible. I wonder how you guys can even read it. pfft...

But still, I'm glad that you do read it. I'm not that very good at giving speeches(due to Farzen being really, really, REALLY lazy to write anymore). So I'll just say thanx again. Do pray that Farzen will write more. I don't want to be deleted. Aheheh....

p/s: Giving me a birthday present is impossible so you can give one to Farzen instead. If I were human I'd want a new laptop, a PSP, a Nintendo Wii, a new watch and more clothes. =P

p/ss: Or you could just throw a BIG birthday bash with loads of food. I would want a tray of lasagna, a moist chocolate cake, spaghetti and meatballs, ice cream, lontong(???), nasi kandar Line Clear(WTF??) and some sandwiches. Yeah!! That would be awesome. XD